Do I Get Nervous When Performing?

I think there is some anxiety when most singers perform, an almost universal truth that resonates deeply with anyone in the spotlight. I feel it especially when performing in a new venue for a new audience, the unfamiliarity of the setting amplifying the nerves. This feeling was particularly intense on that day, a day that started like any other but escalated into an unforgettable experience. Before getting seriously involved in music, I worked for a major US auto parts company, where I spent countless hours immersed in spreadsheets and meetings. In addition to my usual daily job, I also directed a company choir, which was undoubtedly the most fun aspect of my time there, allowing me to channel my passion for music while fostering a sense of community among my colleagues. It so happened that I was on a committee that coordinated the company’s annual sales conference at Disney World, a grand event that brought together the best and brightest from across the nation. Over 3,000 sales leaders were in attendance from across the US and Puerto Rico, which created an electric atmosphere filled with anticipation and excitement. On the opening day of the conference, as I was busy with the logistics of getting attendees into the large convention hall, I overheard someone mention that our Senior Vice President was looking for me—a moment that took me aback, as this had never happened before in my career. I was taken backstage where he stood waiting, his presence commanding yet encouraging. “Would you be willing to sing The National Anthem to kick off the conference?” were the only words I heard, a request that hung in the air, heavy with expectation. You can’t refuse a request from an SVP, and though my heart raced, I managed to gather my composure and said I would give it a go, trusting in my ability and the support surrounding me. Minutes later, I walked out onto a large stage with a mic in my hand, the spotlight warming my skin as I took a deep breath. By God’s grace, I sang the Anthem with just two minutes’ notice, pouring all of my emotion into each note, and I was rewarded with a gracious ovation from the crowd—an overwhelming wave of applause that filled me with joy and relief. At that moment, I learned that sometimes you don’t have time to be nervous; instead, you must embrace the moment, understanding that the opportunity to connect with others through music is what truly counts.